whatever ur doing right now its gonna work

getting high on information

River, your digital third place

the strength in tending through the dull ache of sad afternoons, of sitting beside pain without solving it,

went to a symposium last week and one of the speakers said smth about feelings/ideas, that "a name gives it a body to die in". that hasn't left my mind since

gonna get a job over the summer, try to get a head start on earth rent. gonna try to sell things i dont need anymore and things i make maybe, dont want to be stuck selling body and time, parading breadsticks or milkshakes, vile waste, exorbitance. gonna volunteer on the side, rem...

May I know you well one day May we know each other one day

We’ll all just feel behind and old and underloved because we’re primed to do so, threatened by our success more than ever inclined to do the hard thing. You have to remember that the echelon of the human condition is trying.

im trying to motivate myself to write without requiring viewership of this writing. everything we do is so collective and reflection in complete privacy is something i crave. but then the desire to be watched festers in the moments when i feel unseen and free.

i hope to be a bad worker and better liver.

we get what we desire because we create space for it, not because it is supposed to happen.

research is a ceremony for building closer relationship with an idea