What do you do when you have everything you wanted? Or think that you want?

I wouldn't quite say im there yet, but I'm definitely closer on the specturm towards "there" than "not there." I've also been there before, around age 23 (4 years ago!) after finding myself with the job I thought I wanted, living in the city I thought I wanted, and finding myself happy momentarily -- but with a clear sight of doom to come.

Anyways, its interesting finding myself there again, but this time with no doom in sight. It's a totally different feeling, and one that comes with a feeling of freedom I dont really know what to do with. Curious if other people feel or have felt something similar.

With that, will leave you with some favs from my camera roll I stumbled upon while writing this.

Say hello to my camera roll

It felt nice writing this, and also looking back at these pics which I hadn't seen in a while. Nowadays that I'm "settled" (just renewed apartment lease for 3rd year!) I tend to forget how much I've traveled and seen in the past 4 years. Lately ive been feeling the urge to get outside and explore again. I'm not sure how much time/space/energy I have for that the end of this year, but I think next summer 2026 could be the start of another chapter!

Until next time...