ive never quite understood the tenant landlord war until today what do u do with the rage that fills u after an interaction with ur stupid ass landlord

god asking family for ***** literally feels like a knife stabbing deep into my gut the lingering affects of hyper independence

gods and kings feels like material ill be returning to over and over and over

the point in process when the next step is in someone elses hands dependent on their hsstiness and care is the most difficult point for a control freak such as i

am entering an unknown place the uncertainties of my decisions are keeping my mind racing although i know whenever ive trusted myself ive always returned to certainty

i just did something so major

i finally filled a page in my physical journal i got so used to the visual perfection of a digital journal that i began hating what my handwriting looked like to the point i didnt really have anything with my handwriting on it but im trying to fix that!

every morning I wake up, write morning journal and think that I am doing okay and that I can be better. every night when I go to bed, I am filled with worries about whether I am enough and whether I can achieve what I want. and I even question whether I really want what I want. ...

ive never quite understood the tenant landlord war until today what do u do with the rage that fills u after an interaction with ur stupid ass landlord

god asking family for ***** literally feels like a knife stabbing deep into my gut the lingering affects of hyper independence

gods and kings feels like material ill be returning to over and over and over

the point in process when the next step is in someone elses hands dependent on their hsstiness and care is the most difficult point for a control freak such as i

am entering an unknown place the uncertainties of my decisions are keeping my mind racing although i know whenever ive trusted myself ive always returned to certainty

i just did something so major

i finally filled a page in my physical journal i got so used to the visual perfection of a digital journal that i began hating what my handwriting looked like to the point i didnt really have anything with my handwriting on it but im trying to fix that!

every morning I wake up, write morning journal and think that I am doing okay and that I can be better. every night when I go to bed, I am filled with worries about whether I am enough and whether I can achieve what I want. and I even question whether I really want what I want. ...