my grandfather via medium is telling me i don’t eat enough and that i eat shitty food (true). and that i’m on “a great path” where i’m gonna travel and come to understand things about myself. and that i fiercely adore the jewish people so much that i want to protect and defend us but i can’t do it alone and we will endure regardless. he wanted me to listen to under pressure by bowie and queen because he says that’s me under my burdens. he says i’m a talented writer. BH