my grandfather via medium is telling me i don’t eat enough and that i eat shitty food (true). and that i’m on “a great path” where i’m gonna travel and come to understand things about myself. and that i fiercely adore the jewish people so much that i want to protect and defend us...

trying a rejection/exposure therapy where as often as i can, i try to engage with or compliment a stranger. one such time was the other day when i was at cvs. there was this like painfully gorgeous man waiting for self checkout— like, he had a shonen esque vertical scar on his le...

i felt like i received a gift shipped direct from Gd’s hand the other day when a fully unpeeled intact orange rolled over to me on the sidewalk. i had half and gave the other to my best friend. double the orange and give it to the next person!!!!!

feeling really sorry for L; they don’t allow themself to feel at all uncomfortable and in doing so they restrict their own growth. they don’t get to know the sweetness of relief that comes after persevering through feelings of uncertainty or disdain.

i’m pretty good at spotting the tells of AI images but what fucks me up is real images ENHANCED by ai now that’s a mind fuck and at least to me it’s really hard to tell when it happens

using exercise as a means of self punishment to trick my depressed brain into becoming un depressed i am playing 5D chess with my own nervous system

i have never been this angry with you in the entirety of our friendship. you jackass, you coward. you couldn’t do me the one thing i asked. you had to insert your interests “ohhh this makes me uncomfortable that makes me uncomfortable please accommodate to my needs and also my in...

i was the angriest little girl anyone has ever been and now i am a clairvoyant who constantly sees future memories of explicit kinky gross lesbian sex

i woke up from a nap yesterday to find my mom was on the phone with a medium who was channeling my grandfather. he told me he didn’t like my nose ring and that i should not be afraid because exciting adventures await me

oh yea so my disability doesn’t actually respond to you wishing it weren’t an obstacle. the thing about my disability is that it is lifelong and affects every part of my brain and my life! thanks!

beating a dead horse is only fun if we’re doing it together. please do not copy me on the email about you exhuming and beating the dead horse, i am not participating in this thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dreamt you texted me back. i dreamt a little cat we named mona adopted us. i dreamt of a friendly yellow snake that turned into a friendly yellow cat. i dreamt i was back in my middle school art room and some snot nosed little fucker stole what i was making from the table and h...

Gd i wish i could erase my memories of the three body problem trilogy so i can read it for the first time all over again

here we stand before Gd, pretending to know what any of it all means

i finished my april-december journal yesterday, which felt auspicious. i started my new one today, and i’ve resolved to take more time when i’m writing so it’s more legible. this new journal also doesn’t have lined pages, so this is especially important

another fragment from my dream, the word “redolent”

in the dream the introduction he had written for the collection was original work of his. it was beautiful. something about gossamer, blue membranes of sheltering grace. we drove and i marveled at the typography of the old signs, and he made fun of me for knowing what typography ...

i had a dream the man who loved me had collected all my work i had shown him and compiled it into a three-volume epic. i was flattered, i was offended. how could he make such a decision for me? how dare he? yet, how much he must have loved me to do it

rosh chodesh is tomorrow, new moon. in my dream i heard i was supposed to take mushrooms then for my first time. i think i will

when i was remembering my angel, meeting her again, i saw her closed eye and thought it a pearl. then it opened, and i knew it was not. last night, i dreamt of a pink and desert-yellow sphere. it looked like an eye but it was not— it was a pearl

my grandfather via medium is telling me i don’t eat enough and that i eat shitty food (true). and that i’m on “a great path” where i’m gonna travel and come to understand things about myself. and that i fiercely adore the jewish people so much that i want to protect and defend us...

trying a rejection/exposure therapy where as often as i can, i try to engage with or compliment a stranger. one such time was the other day when i was at cvs. there was this like painfully gorgeous man waiting for self checkout— like, he had a shonen esque vertical scar on his le...

i felt like i received a gift shipped direct from Gd’s hand the other day when a fully unpeeled intact orange rolled over to me on the sidewalk. i had half and gave the other to my best friend. double the orange and give it to the next person!!!!!

feeling really sorry for L; they don’t allow themself to feel at all uncomfortable and in doing so they restrict their own growth. they don’t get to know the sweetness of relief that comes after persevering through feelings of uncertainty or disdain.

i’m pretty good at spotting the tells of AI images but what fucks me up is real images ENHANCED by ai now that’s a mind fuck and at least to me it’s really hard to tell when it happens

using exercise as a means of self punishment to trick my depressed brain into becoming un depressed i am playing 5D chess with my own nervous system

i have never been this angry with you in the entirety of our friendship. you jackass, you coward. you couldn’t do me the one thing i asked. you had to insert your interests “ohhh this makes me uncomfortable that makes me uncomfortable please accommodate to my needs and also my in...

i was the angriest little girl anyone has ever been and now i am a clairvoyant who constantly sees future memories of explicit kinky gross lesbian sex

i woke up from a nap yesterday to find my mom was on the phone with a medium who was channeling my grandfather. he told me he didn’t like my nose ring and that i should not be afraid because exciting adventures await me

oh yea so my disability doesn’t actually respond to you wishing it weren’t an obstacle. the thing about my disability is that it is lifelong and affects every part of my brain and my life! thanks!

beating a dead horse is only fun if we’re doing it together. please do not copy me on the email about you exhuming and beating the dead horse, i am not participating in this thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dreamt you texted me back. i dreamt a little cat we named mona adopted us. i dreamt of a friendly yellow snake that turned into a friendly yellow cat. i dreamt i was back in my middle school art room and some snot nosed little fucker stole what i was making from the table and h...

Gd i wish i could erase my memories of the three body problem trilogy so i can read it for the first time all over again

here we stand before Gd, pretending to know what any of it all means

i finished my april-december journal yesterday, which felt auspicious. i started my new one today, and i’ve resolved to take more time when i’m writing so it’s more legible. this new journal also doesn’t have lined pages, so this is especially important

another fragment from my dream, the word “redolent”

in the dream the introduction he had written for the collection was original work of his. it was beautiful. something about gossamer, blue membranes of sheltering grace. we drove and i marveled at the typography of the old signs, and he made fun of me for knowing what typography ...

i had a dream the man who loved me had collected all my work i had shown him and compiled it into a three-volume epic. i was flattered, i was offended. how could he make such a decision for me? how dare he? yet, how much he must have loved me to do it

rosh chodesh is tomorrow, new moon. in my dream i heard i was supposed to take mushrooms then for my first time. i think i will

when i was remembering my angel, meeting her again, i saw her closed eye and thought it a pearl. then it opened, and i knew it was not. last night, i dreamt of a pink and desert-yellow sphere. it looked like an eye but it was not— it was a pearl