• new years fireworks, 00:14*

when i was young, i used to love the idea of “starting anew” once the clock strikes 12.
the excitement and rush of a clean slate, telling myself that i have 365 more days to do what i want.

now as i’m in my 20s, the high of a new year has slowly started to wear off. in recent years, my mindset has shifted from*** new year, new me*** to*** new year, same m***e.

i don’t have the longing to make a drastic 180 change but a slow flow, changing as needed. giving myself the space to feel and accept change when i need to.

no rushing,

going** As Slow As **Possible (asap).

rushing has only made me anxious and on edge, making me feel like i am running out of time.. when time is spacious and infinite.