I find myself rejecting abstract visions and emotions. the stuff played in loops in places where there’s no motivation to go deeper. there’s something about its seriousness, or lack thereof, that bothers me. I fluctuate between various levels of being able to cope with reality. Generally that means grasping what little I can from what’s going on and hoping I’m seeing things clearly. I’m overwhelmed constantly. But here I am. I think that’s why lack of direction catches my attention. We are all watching the same stories. Shouldn’t we be trying to reduce the noise for each other? To make things more clear. Come to wide understanding. It seems we aren't quite ready for that yet. Reserved to stay apart in our unspoken networks. I must admit I’m no different either. I don’t have the answers. But I am looking for them. In my friends, in my head, in the environments that surround me. ⟣ ⟣ ⟣ ⟣ ⟣