im so scared n im distracting myself by scrolling mindlessly. anything to not face the things ive chosen to ignore from the past 23 years. but i no longer have the patience to be a neglectful bitch to myself. i’ve contained the anger inside for too long, ive bitten down my discom...

that in between morning of a take home exam deadline and still not submitting it. i feel cooked even though i know i’ll get the credit. my thursday might be over. i really wanted to enjoy it, first day no school but i had a full day of work anyways so.

sometimes all i can do is lie down because it feels like there are busy bees buzzing in my head. and the darkness falls at the same time as my laptop closes. what else is there to do but lie down then?

it’s emptier than i wanted in this bubble tea shop. the whirring or the microwave and heater compete over the 3rd replay of LOVE by kendrick lamar. i wanted to get lost in something so that i could write and now i feel like i did too much.

im so scared n im distracting myself by scrolling mindlessly. anything to not face the things ive chosen to ignore from the past 23 years. but i no longer have the patience to be a neglectful bitch to myself. i’ve contained the anger inside for too long, ive bitten down my discom...

that in between morning of a take home exam deadline and still not submitting it. i feel cooked even though i know i’ll get the credit. my thursday might be over. i really wanted to enjoy it, first day no school but i had a full day of work anyways so.

sometimes all i can do is lie down because it feels like there are busy bees buzzing in my head. and the darkness falls at the same time as my laptop closes. what else is there to do but lie down then?

it’s emptier than i wanted in this bubble tea shop. the whirring or the microwave and heater compete over the 3rd replay of LOVE by kendrick lamar. i wanted to get lost in something so that i could write and now i feel like i did too much.