i wish i could wipe jojo from my memory so i could watch it again for the first time…

some days it feels like i am one degree separated from literally everyone no matter where they are in the world, have crossed paths with way too many ppl i feel like i have no business crossing paths with lmao (and in the randomest of ways)… they weren’t kidding abt this ‘it’s ...

i was off dnd for 1 hr for the first time in years… i can confirm i still don’t wanna be disturbed shout out 24/7 365 dnd for all you’ve done for me over the years

this is *my* earthside trip and i am very serious about enjoying it

i am existence’s #1 fan

god connects me with people who want to give me money because i know what to do with money

i just tried recording a like 3 hour faux live stream (faux because it’s not live but it has that vibe) & i talk a lot lmao so now my throat is so raw but i had fun and i wonder if anyone else will find value in it i’m so intrigued by this experiment

MUCH to think about

i dont know much abt live streaming but 4 me, what i like about live streams is the same thing i like about a long form youtube video that has the vibe of an unedited stream. it’s the co-working / body double / parallel play vibe. this is also why i LOVE a podcast 4 me the main...

now i’m seriously considering becoming a streamer… every day is full of surprises

creating the conditions for some miracles

round 2 divination for this week said stop overthinking (again) and that transcending nervous indecision & the limits of a very mutable heart thru resolve & commitment is a choice; i have to choose to transcend (very aries 12H) and it said to get my hopes up and stop half-as...

now i wanna learn how to make a plushie keychain too!!

i made a venn diagram about how i feel about my waking life vs. my sleeping life 5 things overlapped between the waking & sleeping: possibilities, creativity, information, connection, & adventure other than these 5 things, the differences were quite stark. which taught me that ...

my mom inspires me to make friendship of primary importance… i love her friendships my dad inspires me to never stop evolving and dreaming… the dude is like a phoenix fr my mom inspires me to be confident and not check for nobody else… insecurity is a foreign concept to her & h...

i think these next 14 years i might have to start mediating 20 hrs a day like alice coltrane…

in my head… only women rap… women & chief keef

idk how does everyone normalize this… we live such fantastical lives yet society is… i can never get over this whole we live on a spinning thing in a seemingly endless ‘space,’ just floating around, came from a bang, go out with a bang… i can never get over gravity & time & i...

time zones are crazy and so is this whole outer space thing… the fact that we don’t talk about that every day & that we even have time for petty wars and destroying each other’s lives is truly wow… the human experience is too trippy for some ppl i guess

i need a shirt that says “I’M NOT SICK BUT YOU MIGHT BE” or something like that for the ppl assuming i’m sick bc they see me in a mask tho shout out to the haitian teen working at dunkins who just straight up asked me if i was sick & when i said no asked me follow up questions...

idk what success is to me… all i know is i wanna do what i wanna do, always funded & no one bothering me so i guess that’s my definition of success

the roller coaster i went on today… just off of the sheer intensity of my own emotional response to something… wow… that’s why i love being emotional like yaaaaass lets go on a ride that ends with a new & detoxified version of myself

every time i think i’ve eaten enough snow i open my window to eat some more

about 2 freak it up!!

i long story longed again

realizing how obsessed i am with gifs 💘😫

🎵 i don’t have to try hard / i live like a popstar 🎶

atp i am gonna make a document for my mom and her friends “how to support a multidisciplinary artist” because we are all obviously on very different pages about what i do and don’t do

sentiments i resonated with today: - being a multidisciplinary artist is a “wild artistic endeavor” - the 100s of hours put in just to make sure the work even exists, b4 we get into what happens once you release it - the satisfaction when you get work out of the studio and to t...

i need 2 more of myself… asap

sorting through all the projects i wanna do i think i’m gonna be sick… my mind is flooded with possibilities & even after years of culling and refining the list dowm and completing some of the projects i still feel like damn u wanna do ALL that? and i’m mad determined to do it to...

basically, i’m trying to play the juiciest game of make believe i ever have in my life & in my head my studio is a like a pillow/blanket fort i’m building

everything must be swallowed by the waters of time eventually

i wear heels to see things from a new perspective

everybody’s queer until sienna wants to investigate the institution of marriage everybody’s queer until sienna wants to question the social codes we’ve inherited and interpersonal creativity our way into new ones…

🎵 if u feel froggy then jump, if u feel needy then take 🎶

i started freelancing 3.5 yrs ago bc i was curious to see what it was like to work for myself & be able to support my unique way of being & it taught me i had so much to heal b4 i could actually offer myself an alternative. the 1st year i felt like i was a worse boss than my bos...

me after i share my business: ‘ppl don’t need to be in my business. period.’ like ok bae

yesterday’s price is fr not today’s price… i’m resonating w/ that in a whole new way today

few delights greater than ooening up the window and eating freshly fallen snow from side of the house with your rilakkuma fork

🎵 if that hoe be mad at me just know it was her damn fault 🎶

my mom and i are discussing how attached we are to the air fryer that we almost don’t wanna admit it’s at the end of its rope (even tho we have a replacement already lmao that is the exact same type) 💔 glad we can be there for each other

bae i kno u see me… bae i kno u see me fisuuuure

i wish i could wipe jojo from my memory so i could watch it again for the first time…

some days it feels like i am one degree separated from literally everyone no matter where they are in the world, have crossed paths with way too many ppl i feel like i have no business crossing paths with lmao (and in the randomest of ways)… they weren’t kidding abt this ‘it’s ...

i was off dnd for 1 hr for the first time in years… i can confirm i still don’t wanna be disturbed shout out 24/7 365 dnd for all you’ve done for me over the years

this is *my* earthside trip and i am very serious about enjoying it

i am existence’s #1 fan

god connects me with people who want to give me money because i know what to do with money

i just tried recording a like 3 hour faux live stream (faux because it’s not live but it has that vibe) & i talk a lot lmao so now my throat is so raw but i had fun and i wonder if anyone else will find value in it i’m so intrigued by this experiment

MUCH to think about

i dont know much abt live streaming but 4 me, what i like about live streams is the same thing i like about a long form youtube video that has the vibe of an unedited stream. it’s the co-working / body double / parallel play vibe. this is also why i LOVE a podcast 4 me the main...

now i’m seriously considering becoming a streamer… every day is full of surprises

creating the conditions for some miracles

round 2 divination for this week said stop overthinking (again) and that transcending nervous indecision & the limits of a very mutable heart thru resolve & commitment is a choice; i have to choose to transcend (very aries 12H) and it said to get my hopes up and stop half-as...

now i wanna learn how to make a plushie keychain too!!

i made a venn diagram about how i feel about my waking life vs. my sleeping life 5 things overlapped between the waking & sleeping: possibilities, creativity, information, connection, & adventure other than these 5 things, the differences were quite stark. which taught me that ...

my mom inspires me to make friendship of primary importance… i love her friendships my dad inspires me to never stop evolving and dreaming… the dude is like a phoenix fr my mom inspires me to be confident and not check for nobody else… insecurity is a foreign concept to her & h...

i think these next 14 years i might have to start mediating 20 hrs a day like alice coltrane…

in my head… only women rap… women & chief keef

idk how does everyone normalize this… we live such fantastical lives yet society is… i can never get over this whole we live on a spinning thing in a seemingly endless ‘space,’ just floating around, came from a bang, go out with a bang… i can never get over gravity & time & i...

time zones are crazy and so is this whole outer space thing… the fact that we don’t talk about that every day & that we even have time for petty wars and destroying each other’s lives is truly wow… the human experience is too trippy for some ppl i guess

i need a shirt that says “I’M NOT SICK BUT YOU MIGHT BE” or something like that for the ppl assuming i’m sick bc they see me in a mask tho shout out to the haitian teen working at dunkins who just straight up asked me if i was sick & when i said no asked me follow up questions...

idk what success is to me… all i know is i wanna do what i wanna do, always funded & no one bothering me so i guess that’s my definition of success

the roller coaster i went on today… just off of the sheer intensity of my own emotional response to something… wow… that’s why i love being emotional like yaaaaass lets go on a ride that ends with a new & detoxified version of myself

every time i think i’ve eaten enough snow i open my window to eat some more

about 2 freak it up!!

i long story longed again

realizing how obsessed i am with gifs 💘😫

🎵 i don’t have to try hard / i live like a popstar 🎶

atp i am gonna make a document for my mom and her friends “how to support a multidisciplinary artist” because we are all obviously on very different pages about what i do and don’t do

sentiments i resonated with today: - being a multidisciplinary artist is a “wild artistic endeavor” - the 100s of hours put in just to make sure the work even exists, b4 we get into what happens once you release it - the satisfaction when you get work out of the studio and to t...

i need 2 more of myself… asap

sorting through all the projects i wanna do i think i’m gonna be sick… my mind is flooded with possibilities & even after years of culling and refining the list dowm and completing some of the projects i still feel like damn u wanna do ALL that? and i’m mad determined to do it to...

basically, i’m trying to play the juiciest game of make believe i ever have in my life & in my head my studio is a like a pillow/blanket fort i’m building

everything must be swallowed by the waters of time eventually

i wear heels to see things from a new perspective

everybody’s queer until sienna wants to investigate the institution of marriage everybody’s queer until sienna wants to question the social codes we’ve inherited and interpersonal creativity our way into new ones…

🎵 if u feel froggy then jump, if u feel needy then take 🎶

i started freelancing 3.5 yrs ago bc i was curious to see what it was like to work for myself & be able to support my unique way of being & it taught me i had so much to heal b4 i could actually offer myself an alternative. the 1st year i felt like i was a worse boss than my bos...

me after i share my business: ‘ppl don’t need to be in my business. period.’ like ok bae

yesterday’s price is fr not today’s price… i’m resonating w/ that in a whole new way today

few delights greater than ooening up the window and eating freshly fallen snow from side of the house with your rilakkuma fork

🎵 if that hoe be mad at me just know it was her damn fault 🎶

my mom and i are discussing how attached we are to the air fryer that we almost don’t wanna admit it’s at the end of its rope (even tho we have a replacement already lmao that is the exact same type) 💔 glad we can be there for each other

bae i kno u see me… bae i kno u see me fisuuuure