when it’s warm i start my other life where i sit outside all day and do nothing
and it’s always funny bc when i’m cold i feel like i have 1000 things to do
which makes me wonder if “doing” is lowkey something that only happens because i have cabin fever (+ have to survive capitalism ofc…)
suddenly my to-do list disappears when it’s warm
like there was never actually anything to do…
like my life when it was cold was just biding time until i could properly idle again