perpetual self torture. i can’t help it. neither can you. we are all moving toward a gradual decay, with the destination being absolute destruction of the body. we all willingly consume some type of poison that’s helping us march toward our deaths. negative thoughts. red 40. stress. drinking. smoking. running back to your ex. doomscrolling. the 5 ingredients i can’t pronounce on the back of my food labels. i am just a body. who cares. it’s my soul that matters. i feed the soul what it craves.