she’s not loving her club, she’s clubbing her love

why does happiness always have to come out of a can?

only time I feel alive is when I take _______

you will never reach the test answers if you do not have the courage to steal.

the lookout today I’m him again. “hey, can you stand by the window and see if the teacher is coming?” it’s midnight and it’s freezing. I’m that kid who stands near the door to alert the others if the teacher is coming. footsteps. stomp stomp stomp stomp. a knock at the door...

6 nov 2025 today I didn’t sleep through class. I think I had like 8 cups of coffee. I went to the thrift store with my mom and we chatted up this guy. social interaction score! 😍

3 nov 2025 I had class. napped and slacked off all day. I smoked and it made me stupider.

today, you were witnessed.

2 nov 2025 oh whoops I forgot to journal last night. I was at Sam’s all day. I had fun.

31 oct 2025 (technically 1 nov because it’s after midnight) today was like a movie. I went to victoria for Halloween. we had a party gone wrong. everything went crazy

30 Oct 25 today I woke up feeling good. then I think I fell asleep. then I fought with mom and I spent all day in town. I went to the thrift store. im going to Victoria tomorrow.

29 oct 25 waking up when you’re not hungover feels almost as good as being high. I was tired but I didn’t take a nap today. I think it’s my first time in weeks. mom wasn’t home all afternoon. I got very productive. cleaned up a lot. I had about 5 or 6 cups of black coffee today....

28 oct 25 today I had class and I was super tired. I think I had 5 cups of black coffee. I had a meeting and I low-key passed out afterward. I slept all day and then I spent the evening contemplating getting a haircut.