i can’t remember the last time someone’s told me that i am enough. that i’m allowed to just exist. even if they told me that i wouldn’t believe them. why do i need someone else to tell me this? if i truly believed it i would say it to myself. i don’t remember ever asking for help. until now ive been almost entirely self sufficient. it wouldn’t make sense for someone to suddenly start to worry about me. they wouldn’t even be able to see it. i’m sure as hell not going to say it